Thursday, September 25, 2008

Life without you........

Is been almost 7 months I did not heard your voice. The last time I saw your face was 8 months ago. With all of this sudden all I can say is I really miss you. I don’t know what to do but to picture and revise back all the memories that we had before. Those memories are still very fresh in my mind, is just like it were happened yesterday. I know the fact is I will never see you again in my life but I believe we will see each other again sooner later in somewhere called our “Real Home”. Deep inside my heart I knew that u never want leave us but sometime there are some decisions that were not meant for us to make. In life, everyone will be assigned a special task by ‘HIM’ to be accomplished. I believe you were sent by ‘HIM’ to be a mother. Someone who will always put her children and family priority before herself. Someone who will never stop loving and caring for her children. Someone who will take sacrifices as a blessing. For me, you are the person who is always there for me no matter what. An everlasting source of love for me. With you by my side, everything is possible for me and nothing seems impossible. All you’ve done for me for the past 21 years will remain as the most precious “gift” I ever received. The only thing I will regret for the rest of my life is I was not by your side when you have to leave us. I never told you how much I love and care about you. I am sorry. The moment you have to leave me was the hardest moment I ever had in my entire life. I knew that you never gave up on us but there is just a special “call” that you need to answer. I promise you I will live this life in more meaningful way and I’ll never forget you till we meet again. I will look after brother as the way you care and love him. A part of you will always be with me. Thank you for everything Mummy.
GOD, I just want to say my Mum has been living on her purpose of life and completed her task well. Throughout her life, she been fighting with heart disease, family financial problems, and conflicts, but none of these gave her a reason to give up on us. She took it as challenges and tests from YOU. She shows me that this whole life is all about YOU because LOVE is YOU. Thanks for sending Her into my life. Nothing is greater than YOUR Love , my LORD. Please make her by your side and tell her that I will always love her. Amen.
Beloved Mum,
Linda Lee Lay Hwa